to end of what this is
life has changed me to be and to not to be in such a bliss
that i shook and wore through my days
thinking and knowing maybe this isnt the right thing to say
to being naive and weak
being at the end of myself at my near bleak
rose up and grew strong but wore what this was known to be
someone that wasnt me
cause a stir, moments that i wont forget
thinking to myself that i am at my near end
my stupidity has caused me to sacrifice memories that shouldve been
with you all, i guess not, to be forgiven and pinned
by myself pride, not anymore, i gave in to what i know, them
sorry guys, and especially to you chink, ive taken this to extremes
under the rain, prefect scenery for what we are dont you think..
so this is me being weak this is me being me as it may be